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突然想用华语来BLOG。

最近身边很多人都不约而同地问了我很多关于我感情方面的问题。
“为什么不找个男朋友啊？”
“为什么还是单身叻？”
“你不嫁了哦？”
“XXX不是条件很好吗？”
等等的问题。
[奇怪的，我发现就连我家人也很怕我没有人要]

说真的，我没有忧虑过什么有没有人要。
如果真的没有，我想我应该还有能力养得起我自己吧？
[爸爸用将近100k送我到NOTTINGHAM读ENGINEERING，也只不过想我以后又照顾自己的能力？]
可能现在自己站在爱情的框框以外，看见一对又一对的情侣，
无可否认，有时候我会非常羡慕，因为有个人分享，是一件很幸福的事。
不过，有时我却觉得好无聊好无谓，一个人生活爱怎样就怎样~
也有可能我觉得自己没有办法承受分手的伤痛？
就说我悲观吧。
是，的确是。

然后，我觉得对的人，永远是不用去找的。
我比较想是遇到的。
所以我向来比较不强求，
也很看不起不甘寂寞的男女，随随便便就找一个伴侣，
过了不久，厌倦了。
然后搞得彼此偏体鳞伤，何必呢？
再说我悲观吧。
是，我真的是。

也有很多人我，身边那么多男生，难道没有对任何一个有好感吗？
说真的，好感当然会有。
而且不止一个。[好像好犯贱]
不过我觉得纯粹是仰慕的好感，
因为我不希望变成蔡健雅《无底洞》里面所唱的，
“难得谁自告奋勇 体贴让人格外感动 爱上他前后用不到一分钟”
对我来说，这样是不长久的。
继续说我悲观吧~
是，我真的真的是。

等我想一下，
是我悲观？
还是自己对感情没信心？
还是还是，我还很幼稚？
啊~我不知道。

不过到头来，我对我的感情依然是抱着希望的。
“我等的人 他在多远的未来？”
不过如果你问我，几时要拍拖？
对不起，我真的回答不到。
总而言之，不是现在。
那么会是几时？
知道我的“他”出现了，就是那时！
怎么知道“他”就是那个我要等的“他”哦？
我也不晓得，一切我会靠感觉走。当我觉得“他”是“他”，一个我能托付终生的“他”
就是那个“他”了。
你们可能会觉得可笑，拍拖需要想到谈婚论嫁了哦？
如果你没想过和你的伴侣定终生，请放手。别浪费大家的时间。
我的感情，我不想马马虎虎，因为我真的承受不起伤害。=）

说我悲观也好，
幼稚也好，
反正这就是我。
现在的我。
以后可能有变化，不过现在的我，就是这样！

哇，我想我是第一次在BLOG里面谈我的感情吧。

写着写着，好想哭。
别问我为什么，懂的人自然会懂。

最近有一首歌打动了我，
梁文音《最幸福的事》
“为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事”

你的左边心口的那个位置，找到主人了吗？

phew.

phew. I'm back home.
yea home sweet home.
really sorry for abandoning my blog for like.. a week?
argh. I was just seriously busy for my group project. and my friends know how stress was I.
T.T
today was the first time I drove back home at night. >.<
as expected, I got scold by my mom. she said I shoudn't drive at night since my driving skill sucks. [in her language - palia]
haha. well, when I was driving, I heard this song. it's really cute.

cute lor this song. keke.
since this song is about morning, so I am going to share something with you guys...

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chiang chiang~!

the earliest photo that I have taken on campus.
it was 7.00am+ in the morning.
when I was on the morning shift for One Life Revolution.
yea. I, the sleepy head actually woke up that early.
=P

argh. mukmuk and friends are getting something from lomographyasia.com

I WANT SOMETHING! but I have no money. T.T

One Life, Do Something.

As most of you guys know, I was a volunteer for the World Vision One Life Revolution in Times Square for last week.
My experience for this stop is kind of different from what I got for the DUMC stop.
This is basically the target group for both venues are different? LOL I don't know.
Most of the time I was at the check in counter for this time.
and for this stop, I actually became more talkative than before.
while waiting for the mp3 players to come, I actually took up the courage to talk to people.
hahaha. I've talked to some students from my own uni, a man from Ireland, another man from China, a girl from Botswana, a few students from HELP, a few medicine students from UM etc etc.
I'm really happy that the exhibit actually brought impact to them.
=)

after the exhibit, visitors questioned,
'yea, I have one life, what can I do?'
well, I feel the most direct way of helping is to make donation.
or if you wanna do it for a long term, you guys can actually considered about child sponsorship.
Child Sponsorship?
yea. with World Vision, you can sponsor a child by making a payment of RM50 monthly.
well, the money does not go to the sponsored child directly, but the money will be pooled together with other sponsors to implement long-term, community-wide changes that help break the vicious cycle of poverty.

with just RM1.75 a day, you can actually help a child.

this RM1.75/day might be just a small amount for us, for those who is in poverty, it's a huge amount of it.

"The beauty of child sponsorship is that you are making a real difference in a child's life."
To know more about the Child Sponsorship by World Vision, please visit here

You have one life,

what will you do? =)

*both photos are taken with Fuji Instax Mini 7S. special thanks to nick gor gor's sexy back. =)

You've got one life, do something... =)

hey guys, World Vision's One Life Revolution(OLR) exhibit is now back to KL after Penang, Kuantan and JB.
For this final stop of OLR, it's held in conjunction with World Aids Day which falls on 1st of December.

here are the details of the exhibit -

Date - 28th of November 2008 - 1st of December 2008
Time - 10a.m. - 10p.m.
Venue - Ground Floor, West Wing, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

-FREE ADMISSION-

"AIDS, the largest humanitarian crisis ever,

3 million people die every year,

250,000 people die every month,

57,533 people die every week,

8,219 people die everyday,

5 people die every minute,

but no statistic can help you understand the suffering of those who are dying of AIDS,

and those who are left behind."

Take a walk in the shoes of a child,

You've got ONE life, do something.

Powerful.Moving.Unforgettable

难忘·真实·震撼

see ya there! =)

my last birthday.

lol.
I know I was supposed to write this entry earlier.
but friends, I'm really sorry because I was really lazy busy to blog.
=)

well well.
at 12am of my birthday, I was actually dealing with my courseworks and tutorials.
=(
thanks to those who wished me by sms and call.
wow. too many to be named but I'll try. keke
thanks to
kaiyee, soonming, albert, chiunyik a.k.a. siugaiyik, dennis, keatliong, gary, shiwei, jin, nick, allen, amirah, derek, gates, khaimun, ahsoon, desmond, jaric, bryan, sweeloo, meiyen, favian, yin, sim, celest, sam, leong, chan, kangling, sansan etc etc.
THANKS GUYS!
thanks to those who wished me through facebook and MSN.
to those who wished me in class, THANKS! =)
I heart you guys, civil engineering year 1 2008!
and thanks wailam for wishing me in both MSN and his blog. keke.

and of course thanks to those who gave me gifts.
thanks suan for the handmade "benang ball" lol i dunno wat to call tat
thanks shiwei+peiwern+alice for the shih tzu doll.
thanks celest+jo-ann for the mug
thanks desmond for the cute frog air freshener
thanks gates+soonming for the mickey pillow for car.
thanks [the list is long]
kai yee
nick gor gor
albert didi
angelol
jin jie jie
alex
siaw
xiaokai gor gor
chin lao da
for the surprise party and a big teddy bear i wanted. kekeke..
*will post a photo of the presents soon. promise, ok ok?

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let me tell u a bit about the surprise party located in KFC, Semenyih.
albert didi at first told me that he some kinda wanted to date me to KFC.
of course I got scared. and very curious.
so he asked angelol n keatliong along.
i got lagi scared.
LOL. i kept asking where are the others.
until monday afternoon, i met siaw in the SA cafe and he told me,
"See ya tomorrow night."
i was like, HUH?!
then he said,
"oh wrong person."
hahahahaha. and then i knew siaw is actually going too!
=P
till tuesday itself, before going to KFC, i received a sms from xiaokai gorgor asking when are we going.
ha! that time I knew, xiaokai is going too! LOL!

by the time i reached KFC, i saw nick gorgor's car.. lol.
and with a big plastic in the car. i took a close glance at it.
muahaha. i know that would be the present. kekeke [sangat tak tau malu.]
then i met nick gorgor n kaiyee in the store. [well since the moment i know siaw and xiaokai is going, i edi noe nick gorgor n kaiyee confirm will be there too. moreover albert actually told me kaiyee is at home but kaiyee told me she was having a meeting. haiz. sui liao lo! =P]
then, i met chin laoda. [this is expected too since albert didi asked me his phone number like a few weeks ago. LOL.]
then i saw siaw, alex, xiaokai too. [expected as well.]
then, albert didi told me, jin is actually coming too.
OMGness this is seriously so unexpected.
because in the afternoon he acted like he didnt know abt the party.
ish. he's the best actor la.
and OMGness guess who appeared next?
gates + sansan + soonming
sansan acted like didnt know abt the party too.
so she's the best actress.

well, nick gorgor actually cheated me as well.
they actually knew about it earlier.
but nick gor gor still asked me whether i wanna go where to makan for my birthday.
he'll request for me or something.
ish. another acting dumb punya people.
ish ish.

hahahaa
then of course we had great fun there la.
thanks ya guys!
for the wonderful party!

as what i wrote for my MSN personal message,
yee,albert,keatliong,nick,sansan,soonming,gates,jin,alex,siaw,xiaokai,angelol and chin laoda!
MUACKS MUACKS
kekekeke =)

*guess how many cars went to KFC that day?
answer - 7
mine + nickgorgor's + chinlaoda's + alex + xiaokai + sansan + jin
T.T si beh touched.
thanks guys.
lai, muacks muacks again!
kekekekeke

aiks. this is seriously a very plain post.
i shall upload photos some time later, promise ok ok?!

***i've been abandoned lomography for quite some time.
haiz sad la. will take some photos when i really have time.
currently busy with courseworks and tests.
T.T