Friday, October 30, 2009

那天 * 地铁站 * 一个人


那天 一个人
was alone,

then realized, no matter how tough it is,

i'll still need to overcome it, all on my own.

because, this is my life.

p/s - be responsible to my life, i told myself. recently im quite emo on some random but not-so-random stuffs. argh. i feel sorry to those who I scolded or offended, due to my emo-ness. =)

(photo taken by Fisheye No.2 with Agfa ProPack 200.)

Saturday, October 24, 2009



it was fated, i believe.
i came across this child sponsorship scheme by World Vision some years ago, when i was reading readers digest.
i told myself, one day if i could afford to sponsor one child, i will do so.

then, last year december, i volunteered myself again for One Life Revolution Aids Awareness Campaign by World Vision.
my friend came up with the idea, "hey, i wanna sponsor a child, and you?"
i said, "only if somebody would share with me, because i can't afford to sponsor one child at the moment, but half of it, it's okay for me."
and he said, "oh yea, why not let's share?"
im not sure whether he remembers the real situation, but i can remember it quite well.
because it was a chance, a start, to what i've dreamt of always.

and we constantly contributed RM50 a month for the child, a young and healthy boy called Kumar from India.
it was his birthday and we decided to send him a greeting card.
we did not expect a reply, but we knew we want him to be happy with the card.

months later, we received a reply letter.
i almost burst into tears when i read the translation (because it was in tamil words and world vision staffs got it translated into english)

it was written like this,

"I am being promoted from the grade 5 to the grade 6. I am studying well and doing well in the school. I received the greeting card that you sent to me. Thank you so much. I showed it to my friends and my family and enjoyed doing so.
Thank you for all the help that you have been doing for my family and me. I am praying to the lord almighty for you and your family well-being."

a simple letter, with simple grammar.
but it means a lot to me.
happiness of a child, it's priceless.
i'm glad that i brought happiness to him.

people around me often ask me, why doing voluntary works, which is zero income?
let me tell you my friends, charity works bring no money, but they pay u unlimited love and happiness.
again i would say, it's priceless.
i mean people, we should not frame our dreams. in the sense of, dreams can be anything.
not only high goals, big money...
but to love, can be a dream too.

having your dream as realising the others' dream, would you?


i am doing what i can to love. and you?

p/s - one of my friends told me that he kinda like my blog posts and they're not lame at all. i'm glad. thanks, my friend. it's such a huge encouragement for me to blog on. =)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

double exposure.

my favourite double exposure shot so far.


p/s - i donated blood again today! so proud of myself. and i was so so happy to read my sponsored child's letter. it made my day anyway. =D

(photo taken by Diana+ with Fuji Velvia 100F, cross processed.)

Monday, October 19, 2009

oh baby you're back.

baby welcome home.


gonna keep shooting and shooting and shooting with my dear holga 135 BC again.
LC-A+? guess gonna get it next year because I've spent my money on a new laptop and stuffs. >.<

oh wait, i've forgotten that im broke now and so i have no money to process my films. =( any sponsor?

p/s - I AM SO VERY ANGRY NOW! take a deep breathe, relax, jhen, relax.

(photo taken by Fisheye No. 2 with Kodak EBX, cross processed.)

Friday, October 16, 2009




p/s - kinda unlucky recently. but not so bad luck actually. i just hope that everything will be fine soon. =D be optimistic, ya?

(photo taken by Superheadz UWS with Fuji Sensia 200, cross processed.)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

see what's this!

Crowd Lu is releasing his 2nd album end of this month.
I wanted to make a pre-order, but, I didn't do it in the end.
Should I make a pre-order now?
The songs sound great!

p/s - i guess i'll be getting a new laptop. MUAHAHA. but a NO-NO to LC-A+ at the moment. owh, next year maybe. =)

Monday, October 12, 2009

the old tv.

dear kids,

u loved the tv.
u loved me.

and now, the tv is old.
and i'm old too.

you've decided to throw the old tv away.
will you abandon me, like you did to the old tv?


p/s - love your parents, always and forever. they are the best gifts to you, aren't they?

Wednesday, October 7, 2009








p/s - 直接或许是一种潇洒,不过我会觉得,有时候直接是一种不懂人情世故的表现。i'm really sorry because i'm quite lazy to translate those above into english. haha. but basically i post this entry to remind all people, to be positive. and speak words of encouragement. =D


there's always hope, if you have faith in yourself. =)
always be positive!

(photo by Holga 135 BC, Fuji Provia 100F, cross processed.)

blur colors.




p/s - 稍微有感觉到身边几位好友变了,朋友,正面一点,好吗?不然会很辛苦的。 and oh yea, it's a out-of-focus piece of photo. =(

(photo taken with Diana+, Fuji Provia 100F, medium format, cross processed)

Monday, October 5, 2009

ground level.


we should always see things from the ground level.
high expectations hurt you always, don't they?

p/s - i realized that i often have these lame lame posts nowadays and i'm really sorry with it. anyway the photo was my 2nd attempt to black and white film, yea it's Agfa APX 400. =)

(Superheadz UWS, Agfa APX 400, black and white processed.)

Saturday, October 3, 2009



life is like a journey with an unknown end.
the end might be tomorrow, or some years later.

i just came to realise that, people should not ask what they can get from others, but to ask what they themselves can contribute to the rest.

i always believe that contributing is an act of love and sincerity.
it might be your partner, your family, your friends, your pet or even people that you don't know.
so guys, start loving, and start contributing!
it will be a better world, for sure =D

afterall, i found this entry quite pointless. =.='''

p/s - i have nothing to type in p/s this time. LOL.

(photo by UWS with Fuji Sensia 200, cross processed.)

Thursday, October 1, 2009

something called L.O.V.E.


为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事。

are you in love?

p/s - 最近好像自己都捉摸不到自己,你有看到jhen吗?如果有的话,请告诉她,别想太多了!

(photo by Diana+ with Fuji Provia 100F, medium format, cross processed.)