keep walking.

keep walking.
no matter what hits you down.
stand up,
and just keep walking.

=)

a good news and a bad news

well. got my results today.
I am happy to say
I GOT FIRST CLASS! XD
average - 77%
no. I'm not showing off. but expressing my excitement in my own blog. =)
my tutor, Ir. Dr. Chan told me that I'm ranked second in the class.
wow. this is something extra. to make me happy.
=)

but at night.
Hwee Fern brought me a sad news.
seriously sad.
my form teacher for form 5, Pn. Salina has passed away.
as Fern said, hope that she is in a better place now.
R.I.P. Pn. Salina.
we'll miss you always, forever.
=)

anyway, congratulations to Yiu San San, who is the first in our class. =P
yea, us girls are leading. XD
and of course to all the other classmates.
well done and good job guys.
let's work harder for this semester.

oh oh. surveying practical is tomorrow and I'm gonna get my cap and sunblock ready.
wish me luck then.
=)

let's go!

let's go!
let's start our journey!

=)

my journey.

my journey.
alone.

=)

=(

please don't ask,
if I refuse to answer.

please listen,
if I talk.

please be calm,
if I cry.

I am just being myself.
not as strong as you think.

never been so worried.
=(

colourful.

life should be colourful.

Camera - Holga 135 BC
Film - Lomography X-Pro Slide (cross processed)

live your life,
live it. XD

p/s - thanks to all my friends who concerned about me regarding my previous posts. I'm alright now, no worries kay? =)

怎么办？

我向来都自认自己是一个没有秘密的人，
有什么愉快的，不开心的，琐碎的事情，
我都会告诉身边的人
而且不是一遍，是很多很多次

不过这一次，很不同
我，
该从何说起？
跟谁倾诉？

怎么办？这一次我没有办法表达自己了

listen to me, please?

=)

夕阳无限好 只是近黄昏

camera - fisheye2

Film - Fuji Provia (cross processed)

妈妈，别担心！

这个农历新年，过得有少许压力~
该从何说起啊？
起因应该是一个迈入20岁的女生，没有男朋友。
[有可笑，不过我真的有被施压]

最近从妈妈口中得知，
原来她真的很担心我嫁不出
本来以为，这是我私人的问题，谁知道妈妈担心的程度，是我意想不到的

打从第一天进女校，我就有了一个念头，
‘其实我能照顾我自己，不嫁也没关系！’
我一直都以为，以后一个人生活会是我一个人的事
真的万万没想到，妈妈会如此担心。

那天不小心听到爸爸妈妈的谈话，
说害怕我以后一个人，不会自己照顾自己，如果哥哥也没办法帮忙，我就会很辛苦了。
听完，我的心还真的酸溜溜的
原来这不是我一个人的事。
我顿时感到很内疚，
为何之前都没把事情想得比较全面性呢？
爸爸妈妈，对不起！

妈妈，别担心，我一个人也可以很独立地过！
不是说不想有男朋友，只是现在的我，不想settle down
可能是自由和任性宠坏了我。

不过今天以后，我答应，我会以另外一个观点去想。

妈妈，别担心！
=）

my beLOVEd friends. <3

**This post is requested by Mr. Low Kah Jin too. **

Dear friends,
How are you? I haven't heard of you for quite some time.
LOL. stop crapping
since you guys are so important to my life, I decided to do something evil good for you.

and dear readers, let me introduce to you, my beLOVEd friends.
=)

Name - Yiu San San
Gender - Female [duh! isn't that obvious?]
Status - Not available. [as you can see from my facebook, she's married to me. so those flies out there, shooo shoooo! go away! no sansan I'm not saying that you're a piece of shit. oh i never.]

Name - Low Kah Jin
Gender - Male [this is obvious also right? unless he looks like a gay to you...=.=''']
Status - oh oh. this guy is single. but he said he enjoys single life now so he doesn't need a girlfriend for now. so blind girls out there, shoo shooo also for now. hahahaha.

and here I present to you, Mr. Samuel Tan Chin Ming! eh no. this is a pervert funny version of him. he normally looks like this -

Name - Samuel Tan Chin Ming
Gender - Male
Status - okay, this is is hunting finding for a girlfriend. whoever thinks she's qualified, please contact me, interviews and trainings will be arranged. =)[eh eh samuel, like this help you ok boh?]

and finally.....

Name - sexy Sam Ng Jun San
Gender - Male
Status - undefined. [he's so mysterious till I really don't know about his status. well, give me sometime to explore about it. hahaha.]

some random pictures of my friends. =)

SanSan with her I-am-wake look. hahaha

Mr. Low Stupid. hahaha.

Samuel trying to imitate Jin?!

Mr. Sam gambling. wowow!

The guys. hahaha.

Yours sincerely,

Seah Jhen Jhen XD

all photos taken with Fisheye2 attached with RingFlash. =)

friends.

**Mr. Low Kah Jin requested for this post. **

I don't know why,
Sam, Samuel, Jin, SanSan and I got much closer after the Genting trip.
SanSan and I once discuessed about it,
but we found no answer.

SanSan actually asked me,
"How long will this friendship last? till Year 2, or Year 3?"

I didn't actually give her an answer as I remembered.
but I smiled to her.

well,
How long will this friendship last?

I don't know.

But I hope it's forever.
=)

*top photo - Fisheye2 with Fuji Velvia
bottom photo - Holga 135 BC with Lomography X-Pro Slide.

muahaha.

sent 4 rolls of films to the photo lab and finally got it back today.
very very satisfied with all the photos.
let me share with you few of the shots.
=)

Holga 135 BC shots with Lomography X-Pro slides -

this photo reminds me of the song "最佳拍档" hahaha





Fisheye2 shots with Fuji Velvia -












Fisheye2 shots with Fuji Provia

nottingham





my favourite shot of all. =) the World Aids Day ribbon I got from OLR.

时机

对的事情，发生在对的时机
是美好的

对的事情，发生在错的时机
是可惜的

"爱为何这样的讽刺?"
-张惠妹 《真实》

>.<