学习接受*learn to accept

was watching CCTV with papa last Sunday and heard this -

阴阳。
Yin Yang.

有阴就有阳。
There's good or bad faces for everything.

人也一样。
same goes to human.

有好也有坏。
there are good ones, and bad ones.

自己理想中的完美社会根本就不成立。
a perfect world never exist.

要提醒自己，好人永远死不光； 坏人也杀不完。
a reminder for yourself, both good and bad people will always exist, no matter what.

多过一个人的地方就会有问题。
when there're more than 1 person, there're conflicts.

这是事实，
this is the truth,

我们要学习接受。
that we got to learn to accept.




这样会开心点。
we will be happier.



p/s - it was a programme discussing about 易经. i find it seriously meaningful. =)
those philosophy discussed, helped me a lot to become a happier person.

(Photo by LC-A+ with Agfa ProPack 200)

photos to share. =)

sent 5 rolls of films for processing last week.
got them back yesterday and im happy. =)
here are some LC-A+ shots by me.

with Kodak E100GX -




with Fuji Velvia 100F -




with Agfa ProPack 200 -




LC-A+ is a great camera, but i need to work more on the focus tho. >.<
and im so so in love with negatives again. =)

p/s - it's study week! but im not studying. how?

nothing*没有

最近在学习
recently i'm learning.

学习着不再为得不到的东西而感到遗憾
learning how not to be upset, about not getting what i want.

我们都知道
we all know

生活可以很简单，也可以很复杂。
life can be so simple, yet it can be complicated too.

为何我们往往都把事情看的那么复杂？
why we always live it in the complicated way?

为何不简简单单就好？
why not a simple life?

原来没有得到的东西，其实让我们更轻松。
not having something could be good for us.

因为当你拥有了，有一天，你就要鼓起勇气放下。
because, there'll be a day, you'll need to give up if you own something.

好辛苦哦。
argh.

Life can be so wonderful.

p/s - it's now the study break and i'm so gonna to start my engine to achieve my first class! oh wait! i'm not done with hibernating. =(

(Photo taken by Diana+ with Fuji Provia 100F 120mm, cross processed.)

there's always hope.

grandpa was admitted into hospital. HDU unit.
visited him last week.
the HDU unit was just next to ICU unit.

there's a long corridor outside of both units.
solemn is the word, to describe the corridor.
i saw people came out feeling weak,
i also saw them crying.

and i was thinking,
what can be worse than death?
or losing your beloved ones?

when i was entering the HDU unit.
i managed to take a glance, of the ICU unit.
people gasping for air, to live on.
they struggled, but all they wanted was to live on.

i soon realized that,
comparing to their determination, to live on for the next second,
my courseworks, projects, problems are tiny little sand.

so, guys, do not give up easily, even though things may seem hard.

here i wish,
all people to be pink of health.
and grandpa, get well soon!
i promised ya, i will fetch u to go for siew pao and dim sum, remember?
=)

be positive about your life.
there's always hope, i believe.
=D




(photo taken by Fisheye No. 2 with Fuji Velvia 100F, cross processed.)

这次哭了*cried this time

想哭的时候

when i feel like crying,

我会拼命喝水

i will keep drinking lotsa water.

以为不会再哽咽

i thought the flow would bring my tears away from my eyes

不过

but

还是挡不住眼泪

i was wrong.

对。这次我哭了

ya. i've cried this time.

都因为自己懦弱

it's my fault.

p/s - oh please. i seriously need stronger EQ to overcome this.

(Photo taken by Holga 135 BC with Fuji Xtra 200)

be myself.

原来

做自己

真的很难......

now i know,

it's really hard

to be myself.

p/s- no i'm not emo. just feeling disappointed with the human nature. aiks. well, life goes on, no matter what, right?